sending vibrations through my skull

the words that you write along with the feelings that you paint
they pull.. they pull... at my heartstrings and grow in my being..
i may just start believing.. that us artists meet one another
for a reason, to get together and paint, aim to recreate
our souls, inspire happiness and goals :)

never know never know.
where our minds can go,
lets go with the flow..
when we let art overtake us
like a desease. i shake when i
cant paint. and i cry when
my thoughts run dry.

but i know, right now as im writing its really exciting,
cause thiss is just one of the feelings i felt today
and tomarrow the next day no sorrow.
im happy as i am at this moment
i've got friends, who love me.
parents who would never shun me.
and im so lucky.

if you wanna change the world..

dance at the top of your lungs,
ride to harmonize lyrics we have sung.
a voice infactuated with another
envelopes our inner and outer skin
pasts pain then falls like feathers.

deep inside we find a new world.
exposed by adjectives
from our strange lost and found perspectives
inside a song, i've crawled, ran through
flower fields to which freedom only appeals
voices in such love with each other, they run
laugh and dance with one another.

the reason we met, was for you to inspire my thoughts.
my mind rains down on city streets, lookin for the sunshine
i've lost.

edit soon.

JOHNNY SAYS HI!!!

im going to learn piano.

dancing in your grinning teeth.. 

fantastic reinvention into piano keys.

ill teach you to believe.

hmmmm :)

whats in this head of mine..

i keep pulling it all out. but its nicer when it flows,
words and rhymes bounce right out my mouth.
theories ring inside my head, even as i lie in bed..
i can write songs and melodies and they float in and
out of me. im happy the sun blessed me, with
such a strange artistic ability.

never when i thought my first thought,
would i be sittin here writing, feeling, singing
everything i am. taking in all thats surrounds me
im the trees, the leaves, the, branches,
i give way too many second chances..
i've been told my voice is attractive, he said
it reminds him of lovin and relaxin'
im very much aware i talk to myself, converse,
sing.. rehearse myself, to figure my whole life out.
at least i know i've got a lotta love to give...
its an amusing thought to assume i know how to live.
well lets begin,
my desire for nature and purity grows rapid, im undone.
im under the sun, i endulge in much and such bad fun.


she stood there, in a sunflower field of
and he ran right to her and kissed her,
they decended into the flowers,
and like alice, conversed for hours
with the flowers, and were showered,
and sunk into the ocean filled with love.


will edit. its rough and i know ill re*write it better.
im not too satisfied with my writing lately. something
is holding me back. i wonder if anyone even reads this.
hahah oh well.

dreams are so weird

tossed and turned mysterious dreams.

what does it all mean? i wake up next to him

and i find in my dream you and i just kissed

goodbye.

:(

gorgeousman<3wonderouswomen.

and your beautiful face is rising upwards

lifting and flying towards my eyelids,

and im so glad to wake up in the middle

of the night, tangled up in you tight.

and i kiss you, in your sleep you still kiss

me back and we embrace in a whole new

way, towards dreams of the upcoming day.

write write write all night

just to make it right, in my very own mind.

oh puzzle pieces live in pointless thesis.

sleep sleep dream all day

spinnin my head around, just

to be able to write it down.

and im not sure if i even post

gorgeous alliteration, but if you

will listen, read and live in..

the pages i flip through.

cause they all involve you.