bunny rabbits.

sick of showing secrets only in lyrics.
i just want to reach that point i was at
when i was living in the sky..
im so sick of the ghosts your bring
the lyrics you inspire from miles away i sing.

to you, i sing to you.
and you'll only hear it
when you sleep.
you'll only hear it
when you dream.

old shit i found.

insecurity well you cast it out, act so sure.
giving hints as a side of bullshit.
you have a competition in your own head,
and im puttin it all to rest.

i will not trust you over those who have
brought out the best in me. never betrayed me.
so stay in his arms, cause i know what went on.
your hands are not clean to me.. cause its crazy how he
used nicknames to replace me. he cant escape the fact
the called me bunny, i was his bear and his first only.
i was the first to steal his heart and show him his worth.
so every time he calls you baby, remember thats the face
of me he see's.

okay im changin that. ^ i dont like it that much and the endings is gay as hell.

butterfliess.

every passionate artist knows that feeling..

the butterflies that flutter in your stomach before a

performance.. nothing is better.. nothing feels as

good as setting them free, using them as energy,

modivation and soul. i set them free as i sing,

they fly around dancin to my sound.

you've got everything you need..

except for me.

i have become a creature not able

to dream at night. we exchange sleep

for laughter and day dreams in

the mornin time.

but its okay cause we never
remember the dreams anyway.
and tomarrow just relaspses into
another time and place.


seeing so many faces a day,
what eyes get locked in memory?
and when you sing only sunshine
will you remember me?
why do i write so much shit about you.
it drives me crazy, i've elasped out of you.

you say you wanna be my friend...

..but im sick of tying up our loose ends.
you say you bring me truth, with no benifit
for you. your actions do not reflect,
how you feel regret.

im sick of doin the same old dance with nancypants.
i thought we could make it, i've taken my chance.
there is no one to blame, i suspect it's insane.
so rest your head, in my lost lovers bed.
you see i never got over the love within,
now you have it, with no pills to distract him.
you didnt give your all to have it spat back,
your love was not exchanged for a sniff of lust
and a shot of jack.

i can not dream therefore, i can not sleep.
i can not weep, yet i sink so deep..
into unthoughtful remedies of possibilities.

irrressponsibllyyy drunk again.

my mind is wandering across the sea, livin inside trees.
my eyes are rollin around my feet. the ground so far away,
lets find a quiet place, replace your face with paint.
i loose myself in the rain, i begin to resurface on earth
my minds been so drained so far away. i live in the sky
i always write about it, the sun, the green yellow grass
slips past my ego. i feel it under my skin. decending to
all my favorite sins.

you are my element, your aura green brown and yellow.
i miss being layered in our lazy mellow love.
the sun is gone replaced by the snow. as the flowers
no longer grow.

gorgeous man, wonderous woman.

laying together in a sea of rhythm.

we are not lost, we are found.

the sound of our feet kissin the ground

it keeps me breathing, it keeps me

alive.

throw yourself into me, and dont loose
yourself inside this.
your fears will consume you, let me in.

so drive, lets loose the miles behind us.

so dive into the emotion that will surround us.

i have become a creature not able to sleep at night.
we exchange laughter for sleep and dreams loosing flight,
but its okay cause we never remember the dreams anyway.

some good random quotes i found.

i didnt write em. but i love them so im gunna post em.

you see the colors in me like no one else.

"insanity - a perfectly rational adjustment to an insane world.”

"life is a sexually transmitted disease
and the mortality rate is one hundred percent.”

“we are effectively destroying ourselves by violence masquerading as love.”

“Madness need not be all breakdown.

It may also be break-through.

It is potential liberation and renewal

as well as enslavement and existential death.”

"creative people who can't help but explore

other mental territories are at greater risk,
just as someone who climbs a mountain

is more at risk than someone who just walks along a village lane.”

"children do not
give up their innate
imagination,
curiosity,
dreaminess easily.
you have to
love them
to get
them to
do that.”


“we are bemused and crazed creatures, strangers to our true selves, to one another, and to the spiritual and material world -- mad, even, from an ideal standpoint we can glimpse but not adopt.”
R. D. Laing

There's almost nothing we can't get through
so just remember it's getting better.
When things get tough just keep on breathing,
hour by hour, just keep on moving.

all wrapped up making love
and i can't comprehend where
your body
ends
and
mine
begins
anymore..

Live your life in such a way yhat the preacher dosn't have to lie at your funeral

let yourself whisper and wander and wonder let yourself anticipate the bliss

let yourself have all you deserve let yourself remember the unforgettable

let yourself let it go- In Style Magazine

I was a short fuse
burning all the time
you were a complete stranger
now you are mine.

I wanna

be your

crescent moon.

I wanna

be impressing

you. I

wanna show

you that

I'm something

that maybe

you could

use. I

wanna be

your crescent

moon. I

wanna get

you in

my room.

I wanna

hold you

in my

arms. I

wanna sit

right next

to you.

feed your head, simplicity.

i've learned more in this past year and months than ive learned

in all my life. theres so many more years to experience laughter &

tears. confusion and clarity. fake verses originality. love and hate,

our drunken sober mistakes. it's all because of the rediculous place

in our heads.. due to the songs we've heard and

the books we've read.

& all the shit

i've done

to feed my head.

chaos created the rhyme, that always arrives on time.

wow im really tired. peace.

belief is a beautiful garden

that blooms in the beauty of your soul
and i just wanna love! i just wanna laugh,
just wanna sit back.. relaxx and love you.


what captures a million hearts in its hand?
our music can.


everyday ive been writing and its pouring outta my being.
its been riding the wind, screaming.
everything that comes out rhyming.
and i got it, i got the timing.. wondering how i got there.
im gunna blow your mind, and throw you into the heatfilled air.




WORD haha.

OH! ENJOi

sometimes.. the shit i write..

i'll read later on. and smile because

i dont remember i wrote it cause i've

written so much. but then i sing it.

and i remember the exact moment

my brain concieved it.

i had a horrible day and this is what i puked out.

i dove into the paintfilled ocean.

and found my thoughts sinc in motion.

i tried to catch them, but they latched on to my past.

floatin' by so damn fast. i met a mermaid..

and there were no limits to the clarity she gave.

i fell like flower pedals on a breezy summer day.

inner clairty.

but outer reality.

la da da da di di.

messes with me.