Monday, March 29, 2010

collaborations with my darlin.

me- italicized font.
brain - bold font.

flowin water,
bare feet,
fresh fruit,
rejuvenating heat.
moving through a new summer sound,
a new summer beat.
rollerblade through the daze..
glidin through our summer sound.
& the sun moves around,
while the moon is bound to gravity and tides.
watchin the worn out wind kissin wind chimes.
carryin' countless tickles and a bag full'a giggles.

me - italic green.
brian - bold red.

rays of happiness float
through my blinds.
as i look up my body seems to unwind.
my smile wide and my eyes bright.
i dont need the sun, i have you to illuminate my night.
i know those eyes are dark,
all i can see is pink-white sands.
sifting through my mind soaring, my soul above land.
through the bright white clouds and the lushest green trees.
is where you find our natural poetry.
simple and divine with no conception of time.

me - green font regular.
brain - brown font italic.

the warmest sound wraps arou
nd my figure.
oh your melody, my head reconfigures.
analyzing all posibilities
with imagery jumpin off my page.
it DELIVERS me wings.
to break from my cage.
oh how i wish i was a bird..
so i could weave through the scenes.
and fly so free on a warm summer breeze.
and i fly around singin this melody.
just to warm your body.
sun showers fall all over you.
do you even know how, or what you do?
i tremble from the rush of your new tune.
i'll always follow you,
be around you like the moon.
and dont hesitate to feel this, grasp it.
with many a prior muse.. but
none were as eloquent as you.

me - regular font with splashes of color.
brian - bold font with splashes of color.

riddle my rhyme,
chasin some colors,
hangin around lost in wonder.
you crashed into my life louder
& faster than thunder.
i knew this was no blunder,
and nature never lies.
we've found something so much better
than anything materialized.
my mind was nothin but salt and minerals.
and you, and you,
my mind you crystallized.

me - bold purple.
brian - green regular.

we're writing white paper lines
and i cant even buy a dime for us.
but you see,
i just need your love and a cup of hot tea.
we chase my parekeet, as if it was our dove.
we chase him like children
on a mission or a dare.
chasin him like love that cant compare.
i want you here, real near,
suck you in like my last cold beer.
i want you here so very near,
with your voice soft enough to kiss my ears.

me - purple font bold.
brian- blue font italic.

ooo the sunny days, they make me
think in different ways.
summer sun youre the one
that sets my heart ablaze.
you make my embers glow,
the hole in my soul you knew how to sew.
now all i can do is run, trip, jump, roll.
oh man im growin! my happiness is flowin like spring time!
oh man i love watching our love of life intertwine.
and then i see its not the season, but the time,
the time this girl took my heart.
darlin just like the evenin' you leave me restless, spillin art.
when the heat and sun falls, the cheshire moon smiles just for our love.
our love undreamed of, a love unheard of.
and in all my years i can finally see,
mystery is all life should be.
unplanned, unknown, wrong turns
only if you want them to be.
so lets move on through it together positively!


this is just me.
its called train station.
dont know where we're goin but i like anticipation.
and i enjoy the thought of inspiration being on the road to our destination.
undeniably the perfect pinch to my creation.
i love you, i have reached the right train station
no longer tears seep up into air like precipitation.
good news, it doesn't rain at this train station.



Friday, March 26, 2010

entralled.

the sunlight lives in my bedroom,
would you like to feel it?
and in turn
release it
out into the world?
enter.
smile.
feel.
breathe.
let go.
warmth.
stay still.
let it wrap around you.
sunlight, feels so right.
love is such a strange thing,
a beautiful occurrence.
a feeling that should be built to last.
without fear of insurance.
i will not harm your heart,
i will heal it with our art.
daily life is a creation, a painting each day
its what you put in to make it.

let loose ourselves in smooth conversation.
indulge in a taste of fine information.
hours gone, enthralled in songs.


Thursday, March 25, 2010

vent.

i dont understand how some humans choose to send a fake wave,
when they dont even care about a person in the first place.
what is a friend?
a real friend? im sorry i've never had to pretend.
i dont wanna spin the cycle of illusion again & again.
chillin with you i dont loose a single dime,
funny how YOU KNOW youre wastin your time,
not mine.
keep pretending to be genuine,
pick me up, smoke me up,
and keep on spinnin.
keep on fuckin spinnin.
happy but i still feel it,
manipulative people.
and i hate it.

ep on fuckin spinnin the cycle, thats it. spin it, it goes round and round, the lies so sly they make no sound. they creep into our ears and mouths. what a rough ugly sound. spin it, spin it round, must feel good to join the crowd.

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

climbing into clarity, like there's millions of books before me.
a spiritual library, can you read me, lovely can you read me?
runnin into the city, findin smiles in the cracks of the pavement
i believe pouring love into your soul is a damn fine investment.
fine indeed, fine indeed, ill plant my seed.
fine indeed, fine indeed, this is what i need.

hello my friends, this is not the end.
cant you hear me singing? this is only the beginning.
we can live together in a sandcastle by the sea
the water will wash it away along with you and me.
we'll swim in-between everything.
underwater we'll learn to breathe.

subtle emotions can create such connections.
i shall expand my vocabulary, its fucking necessary.

Friday, March 19, 2010


a beautiful charisma*
beyond even my wild imagination..
eyes closed, whatta vision.. to see my baby sleepin,
his arms waitin for me to climb in.
finally, a love without illusion.






brian todd is the most beautiful muse i have ever encountered.

breathless summer night. not done.


satisfaction, you are the arrow over my equation.
free to roam, i climb into your marvelous design.
against your skin i can feel your heart beat within.
we rise, inhale, like the waves of the ocean
and we fall together, exhaling, passing time.
your heart beats a rhythm matching mine.
not only do they beat together,
they harmonize.

it facinates me to know you're just a person
another soul thrown into the world we live in
and what i found in you has made you a lesson.
why did i ever settle? why did i ever beg them
to stay.. when you were only years away.
i reminisce 2 months worth of bliss, and im astonished
how easy it is to trust you, to love you so honest.
you fell into my life without warning..
i swear im dreaming
but i wake to your eyes every morning.
this love
i feel it on the rise.
you are my rising falling tide.
you are my breathless summer night.

drinkin' whiskey by the fire,

hold tight, night life, we transpire ♥


Tuesday, March 16, 2010

sippin my tea cup in a field of flowers.
i wonder if ive really gotten stronger.
things are to wonderful to tell.

Monday, March 15, 2010

i would like to live beside
a river in a tree.
with a comfy bed, records,
& a canopy.
that & your love
would simply be all i need.
right by the river,
deep in the woods.
livin off land and livin good.
pickin berries from the
hands of mother earth,
come on sweet child,
feel her worth.
she offers the love of the mountain tops.
the flowing oceans
&
summer breeze.
theyre all just her unconditional treats.

you can call me a hippie,
but i dont think thats such a bad thing to be.
especially when im fond of peace, love & harmony.
you can call me
a silly girl with a head full of dreams.
but i dont think thats such a bad thing to be.
especially when im rather fond of closed eye imagining.
"i can do anything."
i would like to live in a castle by the sea.
where my life consists of music endless
& spun tea parties.
with that, your love will continue to please.
right by the seashells, i can bury my feet in sand..
livin good and livin off the land.
goin fishin in the eyes of mother earth,
come on sweet child, feel her worth.
she offers the love of the mountain tops.
the flowing oceans and summer breeze.
theyre all just unconditional treats.
you can tell me im a young mess,
but never the less, i aint stressed.

galaxy.

in the mix of everything..
i have found another planet..
& a new galaxy to fascinate me.
its composed of everything
that makes me, me.
without tasting the death of cold, i sift though space
in my dreams and even when i'm awake..
all i do is float in space.

Wednesday, March 10, 2010


you touch me like the rays of the burning sun.
you pull me in and out flows a garden of love.

touch me. discovery.
like the
hands
of time,
create
my rhyme.
you touch me
like the
rays of the
burning
sun.





you play the rhythm
and out flows my songs of love.
love me.
cup of tea.

i never thought i'd find my rhyme
inside your eyes.
swimming are my words in pools of blue.
and as you laugh they spill out between us two.
you touch me like the rays of the burning sun.
you pull me in and out flows a garden of love.
unraveling
its so easy.

Thursday, March 4, 2010

november wind.


children dancing like november wind..


forgotten embers left to burn, burn, burn.
let it transpire into swift motion..
children dancing like november wind.
watching a bicycle wheel spinning,
just as fast as the energy we're bringing.
droppin the bottle in the bag, we failed to see
what we already had..

i stumbled in on a butterfly drinking a cocktail.
said the rainfall will stop when time ceases to unfurl.

we will reach the other side,
start to excite
we will reach the other side.

be patient now its just around the corner.
take a few steps and slip a little further.
we will reach the other side of the crowd.

pull me, pull me in.
just like the tide of the ocean.
pull, pull me in.

good morning letters.


i can feel summer, you make it come closer.
and i think you might be a lot like me,
a mirror of my soul and energy.
i cant help my cautious heart..
it just doesnt want to break apart.
i am no indian giver, ill give my love
and it wont wither. i know what it means
to take you in, and show you something more
to take delight and comfort in.
alive in my heart, ill show you with my art.
how can it be so lost to so many?
when all it took was for you to get me..
an honest lover, i only want to be a flower.
with you, we can bloom.
i dont wanna be in over my head,
when i lay my body to rest in your bed.
but i feel your warmth it surpasses the summer,
it reaches beyond the the sunlight we met under.
by natural design we have come together.. a year later.

laying in your poetry im naturally drawn.
inside those eyes, i hear my favorite song.
i feel like ive written it alright,
for now. to show you how
you make me feel.