so so silly.

so silly to think i'd wanna get you back through deceit..

nothing beautiful comes from negativity, dont go and point your fingers at me, if i really loved you & you loved me. we'd have gotten past the deceit the deceit.

and we'd live inside this beat, this beat.

<3

i want to find my soulmate given by nature. and live with him outside the touch of time.

just the thought of your eyes..

well i've missed you for too long,

and i cant help but jump at the chance..

at another attempt to find our island.

well for the past year i've grown*

my branches have evolved.

and im sure yours have too..

temptin a past kiss, i still remember

how it felt.

my branches have evolved,

and im sure yours have too.

touch me while you hold on to summer

how it felt.

endless possibilities.. endless thoughts. 

enough to drive a person mad.

theories 

cause 

me 

to 

sometimes 

hate the imagination i have,

yet it makes me happy,

while it sits back and drives me mad.

will i ever be enough, cause i got so much love.

sleep all day in arms warm like sunshine, cept the sun is mine.

i miss the way you used to kiss me and talk with your voice soft and

anxious with want. you're like a beautiful butterfly i fought and caught.

i cant stop writing it keeps flowin', slightly explodin' onto a fake page.

i type, i type.. i expand my thoughts and i write i write.

would you like to take a look inside?

no key to find.

i write, i write, i reflect on a subject and i type i type.

its pathetic or maybe ... no, certainly that love was purely real.

what is it that i REALLY TRUELY WANT? or more importantly..

what is it that i REALLY TRULEY NEED?

great. 5am again. goodnight.

ridiculous analyzation of a past creation.

we were just young girls, walking with such a simple destination.

not walkin on the ground but inside the sound of our footsteps.

i opened my eyes for the very first time. i saw the sun die.

slowly things unfold like flower pedals.

holding onto so much more then you'd realize.

comprehend this feeling, analyze my being.

its so easy when you take it to the other side.

if you don't believe the words im feelin,

then you're awake while i sit around dreamin.

all day i dream through our situations and i

laugh inside our beauty & its comedic qualities.

its 5 am goodnight.

icantalwaysbe waitin waitin on you.

jack johnson so true.

come back to bed..

its so crazy how songs can come true completely... its so surreal.

i cant believe how many songs made almost complete sense.. then

when whoever i felt that way about and i broke ties.. the songs make

sense 100% its fucking crazy.

oh mister, i miss you so much i hate it.

REMINDERSSSS.

Sweet Marie-Timo Raisanen

LOOOVE ITT!!!


Once I spoke the language of the flowers,Once I understood each word the caterpillar said,Once I smiled in secret at the gossip of the starlings,And shared a conversation with the house fly in my bed.Once I heard and answered all the questions
of the crickets,And joined the crying of each falling dying flake of snow, Once I spoke the language of the flowers. . . .
How did it go?
How did it go?

saw that quotesomewhere, i love it. :) durp.

ohhh i like you toooo.

made me realize there is no need for constant rhyme.
baby you make me happy, yeah you make me wanna dance.
bom bom bada dada da.
my heart keeps on singin,
the melodies your bringin
oh my heart keeps singin
with all that im feelin.


(: fuzzzzz.