JULY.
kissed you sober, clean and new.
feeling you grinning through it.. i love it.
i can feel your smile on my lips even when we don't kiss.
asked me to take a chance, well here goes nothing.
let my guard down a bit, kiss you knowing i feel something.
oh you're too damn good at making me laugh,
too damn aware that you make my heart beat fast
and as i try to move on from the past..
please dont tell me you're just like him.
dont tell me you're just a gorgeous mirror image.
MAY
oh we crave much of what we can not grasp.
this is how i've chosen to analyze my past.
what's meant to happen WILL.
am i with you inside your mind STILL?
even if i am, should i slip away, back into your scenery?
cause is this new feeling all i really need?
AUGUST
what life could be if you never left me,
oh baby i'd be so bored. so i'd rather not know,
why i was tossed without a thought.
like some fuckin old sweatshirt that
you dont wear anymore.
what were all those dreams and promises for?
all i feel towards you now is anger, for how bad you hurt
me, decieved me, and gave up on loving me. as the days all
blend into one, i realize.. today yesterday and tomarrow
i wont be with you on your couch, not knowing what to do
or how to figure my life out.
and these are my favorite days.
i dont need you to start my music by presssin play.
listen to your same old beat on repeat.
you will never change, & you'll never love me.
fall down with the rhythm of a stone cold beat.
without me there to give you what you need.