i wanna dance, i wanna move inside this trance.
release my stress in your rhythmic caress.
lets go lets go lets go.
we'll have a party all our own ;)

HELLO rising sun,

you're smiling again.

divine familiar friend.

spillin on my wooden kitchen floor,

like so many mornings before.

but i admitt im saying farewell,

there's no point now to dwell.

ive got your taste in my mouth,

no point in draggin it out.

for now i'd much rather dream

of waterfalls & laughter.

i'll meet you again

in a couple of hours,

as you tend to my sun flowers.

may you stay.

may you stay rising higher above me as i sleep.

when i wake i wanna see your face. pulling me into you.

pulling me outside, like a child at age 5.

TWO LINES. GOLDEN & ALIVE.

THEY JUMP AND EXCITE MY MIND.

two lines riddled in design, wrapping around my mind.

are we all just the makeshift product of our own device?

golden delight, rising on your face. you're ever mine.

sounds & colors in the past i've taken for granted,

i open my soul now & take constant advantage.

everything. is. music. to. my. open. ears.

everything. is. art. to. my. open. eyes.

this world is ever mine.

would you like to jump inside?

wrap your mind around your realization.

time ticking.
feet shuffling.
eyes blinking.
heart running.

the beads of water run all down my skin.
ive just climbed outta the mess i put myself in.

need editing.

dont get me wrong,

my words were never meant to be weapons.

they're just my painted perceptions.

this is how you make me feel.

i write it down.

and we're lost now.

our time rippled in the lonely water.

closing my eyes,

feeling the breeze break through the window.

im breathing in just clean enough air.

and you never feel like your still

where you were last year.

new view & ruca is dead.

rejoice to a new realization.

change your ways for better communication.

we shouldnt fuss & fight..

cause in the end,

we're alive

and everything

will be just fine.

new

view.

lets

go

for

a

ride.

leaving only wasted time behind.

new view, dont be down,

you're alive!!

dont just speak, listen.

dont just close your ears to

a problems existence.

accept the possibility of patience.

fix a problem dont erase it.

dont

knock

down

your ego

to just rebuild it.

Oh My Ruca Is Dead.

she ran quickly outta my head.

i once knew a girl,

for over 4 years

we explored our world.

well at least our backyards,

our cars, our home towns.

we traveled around this excuse for a town,

with our humor and laughter in our bags.

i didnt think it could get better than that.

i thought we were unbreakable,

couldnt imagine it without her.

but soon deceit was sewn into our pattern,

misunderstandings and judgments we made..

destroyed what we were to further create.

her eyes once shined like sunlight,

where her jealousy was outta sight.

and now she's gone,

well these years seemed like a lifetime.

i was a fool to assume she was the rhythm to my rhyme.

no more stealin' my clothes, no more boostin' her ego.

and when i look at it now, she's no good for my soul.

spinning round and round together, eyes locked singin vision.

i wish i coulda seen right through you.

i wish i coulda seen right through.

when did i stop knowin you?

up and down! down and up again.
well isnt it bout time for some real friends?
up and down, can you spin me around..
keep me from gravitatin' down again?
now i know i got no money to lend,
but i got some good art to send..
your way..
your way. eyay-ey-yay-yay.
got some good love to send your way.
up and down! down and up again.
these thoughts runnin all around my head.

i want a friend, not just any friend.

someone on who i can depend.

a person who never delights in ending flights.

who wants what i want for them,

only good, only good.

i want to make them high with my laugh, my smile.

the way some made me feel for only a little while.

trio. duo. zero.

after everything was through, did i ever really know you?

your true colors leavin me with no more wonder.

this is where i want to be.

with you away from me.

after all that was said, did you ever get what was in my head?

what is a friend? a companion? a duo, a trio?

unbreakable, hardly.

why can bonds be broken so damn easily?

years, tears, laughs no longer last.

all i feel now is numb, to who you've become.

people seem so happy on the outside..

but i guess they studied the art to hide.

i know youre real, i know you are.

i cant help but hold on the the hope you are.

hold me up, just an hour longer.

reflect and dialect.

two mirrors in a hall, stare at each other in disbelief.

could that really be me? uncertainly, i approach.

not knowin to wether to go.

two birds flying alongside eachother

the sun beats down but it takes them higher.

i want to touch the sun. be like them.

i want to come undone.

flying away from problems.

your colors surround me, i am home.

venting. ill fix another day.

so how can ya tell the real from the fake?

i usually do when its much too late.

friends oh they come and they go.

so does the sun & so does the snow.

the warmth & the cold, i find this shit's gettin old.

i dont believe in your god, your so called karma.

i believe in right and wrong.

and trusting my heart to know the difference.

im sick of people throwing fake theory into exsistance.

arrognace, you can tell me karma's a bitch.

well im sorry to tell you, karma doesnt exist.

its just as fake as the god you claim to not believe in.

youre all wasting your words, for the truth i have observed.

think what you will of me.

my heart beats alive in me.

and it is all that i need.

i wish i could have a real friend, besides my brian.

a girl who understands me, who doesnt get jealous and

doesnt make assumptions. im wishing for her please.

im sick of this desease the human race has let in with ease.