hearts engine.

sifting through the earth, i can feel where my heart beats.

we touch our surroundings, reestablish our feelings.

ever consistent is the wind in my hair.

a monotonous pattern

of cause and effect.

are we there yet?

now some may believe only what they can shortly perceive.

instead of holding a glance they turn away rather than diggin' deep.

i wanna dig deep into your stare and see what lies in there.

stir your curiosity

& your intellect.

a monotonous pattern of cause and effect.

i give exactly what i get,

and thats love love love.

NATURE DAMN HIPPIES.

nature my constant companion.

you have always been around me.

isn't it natural to feel a strong connection

with the world we live in?

the trees will never leave.

the sky will never blow away into the breeze.

and the warmth of the sun will never cease.

its beautiful.

its philosophy, nature doesn't have human ego.

without thought the seasons have always known which way to go.

my sweet daydream.

you are the sugar

to my coffee.

the syrup

to my pancakes.

your the sweetest

thing i taste each day,

the sunshine that

rises me from my bed..

youre the most beautiful

thoughts runnin

through my head.

you are alive in all my best

daydreams.

making the impossible

not even seem far away.

my inspiration, you're spirit

inside all of my favorite quotations.

the buttons on my favorite sweater,

casted into comfort in warm weather.

youre the best piece of artwork..

the most admired in the gallery.

you make me embrace me.

you help me see even more

how easy it is to love me.

when we met i knew i loved myself fully,

sense then ive been so so ready.

for something real. someone REAL.

who doesnt make me regret the love i feel.

you appriciate and admire my subtleties..

you notice things i have not even seen.

i love you, my sweet daydream.

voices.

there are

two voices

in my head,

one that tends to be

negative

&

cautious

and the other to be

open & excited.

does that sound crazy?

but doesnt it logically make sense?

like the voices are like good and evil.

conscience and overlooking a deed you wouldnt smile apon.

the way you view right and wrong.

2.

it makes sense.

doesnt it?

AM letters to my lover.

old lyrics thrown together with new ones for my love :)

ENERGRY INQUIRY-

i can feel summer, you make it come closer.

and i think you might be a lot like me,

a mirror of my soul and my energy.

and i cant help but marvel at the softness of your skin.

my heart excites at the intricate patterns of your fingertips.

may my lovin send you dancin like a bohemian.

lets intertwine my darlin'

intertwine our bones,

creating a visible physical home.

lets make our stars align darlin'

questioning all the things

we wish we'd known.

i cant help my cautious heart..

it just doesnt want to break apart.

i am no indian giver, ill give my love

as simple as the constance of nature.

i know what it means to take you in,

and show you something more

to take delight and comfort in.

can you do the same? cause im tired

of all the fake.

alive in my heart, ill show you with my art.

i dont wanna be in over my head,

when i lay my body to rest in your bed.

but i feel your warmth.. it surpasses the summer,

it reaches beyond the the sunlight we first met under <3

by natural design we have come together.. a year later.

i just hope your ready to discover me..

& forget the mystery you used to see.

LOVE ME ALIVE -

love looks as good as it feels..
the full moon is alive in the sky.
darlin allow me to guide you through tonight.
hummin a tune to pull us through the afternoon.
then youre mine, under the moon.
the world is ours under the stars.

i wrote this before we started hanging out.. and seriously it's about finding you. without me even knowing it. i call it, wrong turns.

WRONG TURNS-

the most beautiful spirits tend to be sad souls.
how can we grow up without growing old?
i want to steal the look in ones eyes
when they attempt to lie..
keep their illusions wisely confined.
so confusion & crowd never occupy.

oh awaken me, from all the things i refuse to see.
"the person i am looking for is looking for me."
patience must become my ally
as i search for a soul like mine.
i keep turnin, turnin, turnin
the wrong directions.
well i dont have a map to find you sir,
and i bet you agree, it's not even fair.
oh i bet you agree, its not even fair.

i love life. i love you. i love me.

i have no secrets

locked up.

i have no bullshit

underneath.

im happy &

complete.

but theres still a lotta

walk left in these feet.

everyday i get to

wake up and rediscover this world.

a new day

a new page

i swear its amazing.

i love this life i absolutely love it.

carless & unemployed, regardless.

i love this.

i love life.

i love you.

i love me.

i love all i see.

all i perceive.

through the dark, the clouds always seem to part.

the moon is high in the sky, thats how i know

everythings gunna be alright.

swallowed in sunlight.

li li li li li. li li li.

we lie. lie lie lie.

we lie. they lie lie lie.

swallowed in sunlight.

rise rise rise rise.

eclipse. in bliss of it.

so we

li li li li li. li li li.

swallowed in sunlight.

i know if we try try try try we can reach the

other side of our minds. hold tight

the sun will keep us warm tonight.

we will lie lie lie lie lie lie lie lie. swallowed in sunlight.

bring the rain, bring the rain. slipping down slideee

into the oceans tide.

possibly a third.

fall,

breathe,

relax,

see.

break,

scheme,

dream.

lie down,

this town

aint the same as in my dreams.

same as in my dreams.

see, feel it, hear our music.

sit back relax and light it.

inhale, exhale, inhale, exhale.

smile, feel, touch, sense.

fall down and we rise again.

fall down and we rise again.

life is just as easy as that..

and constance is a concept.

life is just as easy as that..

constance is a concept

im yet to grasp.

im yet to grasp.

do we all die just to be born again?

i met you a thousand years ago my dear old friend.

i must have met you centuries ago my dear dear old friend.

dear old friend.

cry, clarify, ice, fire, design.

lie down little girl, this world

aint the same as in my dreams.

same as in my dreams.

open both windows,

possibly a third.

possibly a third.

open all eyes, possibly

we might. open all eyes.

free from disguise. open all eyes.

life is just as easy as that.

cause constance is a concept.

if i have a next life can i carry good intention

woven into my first life's learned lessons?

if i have a next life can i carry good intention

woven into my first life's learned lessons?

one little line here one little line there,

you know i dont want no trouble.

do we all die just to be born again?

i met you a thousand years ago my dear old friend.

i must have met you centuries ago my dear old dear old dear old friend.

open both windows

possibly a third.

open both eyes,

cry. clarify. ice. fire. design.

........

so i opened my perception.. to a new open direction.

releasing insecurity that time once gave me. tryin to untangle from the time we once shared.. my heart still prodding its unfair. so i'm not completely there. its a bit embarrassing if you ask me.. to dwell on past uncertainties. where have you been? my old friend, forgotten. i lost you in the smoke the mirror i provoked. i am not sad to have let you go. i am just oh so, oh so puzzled... do you count as an acquaintance? flipping my coin? how is it that two beings loved another so much at one point? how did time so easily shape this? you once taught me, positive thoughts + positive actions = positive life. can you smile about that when you rest your head at night? is that even how you live.. although i still appreciate the gift. but i didnt expect to live it without you in it. i was so young when we met and yet its hard to forget. i have to stop blaming myself.. for the burden on your shelf. woulda been smooth sailin if you knew how to love yourself.