you're in every song i write,

you're in every little note, liftin' from my throat.

we lay tangled, so indifferent, naked

and alive, my head on his chest he looked

down at me. his eyes smiled lit by the dim

tv set. my fingers lightly danced across his

skin its shadow creating warmth within.

when you gave me sunflowers and asked me to be yours

i was thrown into a world i knew not much about. i was used to

a different world a different home, my heart had been another

place for so long. yet i craved

it more, you. us. each person who has ever loved me

has helped me grow. no matter how much they hurt me.

i love you unconditionally. i could care less bout the silly things

you said to me. im laughin while your still angry.

all i wanna do i love you baby. make your laugh echo

through the stars, maybe soon we could end up on the

moon. just dont stay on earth when i go. the way i feel looking

into your eyes sends me spiraled towards the sky. and i

honestly couldnt explain how much i love you if i tried.

i cant help but love you ridiculously.

inconspicuously. to the point where it

turns into music sending symphonies all

inside of me.

autumn revelry.

i've tried & quickly realized.

i dont need drugs. breathing in life is enough.

i dont need a pill or a powder to make me rise up.

those autumn eyes, they smile with your lips.
your voice brings warmth against the cold wind.
your body sprawled on-top of snow.. you look up,
as the flowers beneath you begin to grow.

the people in this house, oh i need to escape into the smoke.

escape into the sound. escape away from

all the ugly downturned mouths.

keeping awake, as eyes dialate.

when they're home i feel like im watching tv on the outside of their screen.

they are so fitting to ridiculously boring.

i dance & dream without knowing,

if you'll find your way down my road again.

i'm always holdin on to moments or words said to me,

as if those moments had a huge effect on me.

sometimes i hate carin so much and being so curious

about the other humans around me. some people here,

show me i can be destructive & ugly.