i've tried & quickly realized.
i dont need drugs. breathing in life is enough.
i dont need a pill or a powder to make me rise up.
those autumn eyes, they smile with your lips.
your voice brings warmth against the cold wind.
your body sprawled on-top of snow.. you look up,
as the flowers beneath you begin to grow.
the people in this house, oh i need to escape into the smoke.
escape into the sound. escape away from
all the ugly downturned mouths.
keeping awake, as eyes dialate.
when they're home i feel like im watching tv on the outside of their screen.
they are so fitting to ridiculously boring.
i dance & dream without knowing,
if you'll find your way down my road again.
i'm always holdin on to moments or words said to me,
as if those moments had a huge effect on me.
sometimes i hate carin so much and being so curious
about the other humans around me. some people here,
show me i can be destructive & ugly.
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