you say you wanna be my friend...

..but im sick of tying up our loose ends.
you say you bring me truth, with no benifit
for you. your actions do not reflect,
how you feel regret.

im sick of doin the same old dance with nancypants.
i thought we could make it, i've taken my chance.
there is no one to blame, i suspect it's insane.
so rest your head, in my lost lovers bed.
you see i never got over the love within,
now you have it, with no pills to distract him.
you didnt give your all to have it spat back,
your love was not exchanged for a sniff of lust
and a shot of jack.

i can not dream therefore, i can not sleep.
i can not weep, yet i sink so deep..
into unthoughtful remedies of possibilities.