so i shall change.

she is alive and pervading life,
runnin through enternal time.

opens her true eyes through her own breath.
an eternal syllable of which all that exists is but the development.
past present and future all blending into one sound,
all that is beyond any form of time represented by one sound?
do you feel it shake you calm when you are on the ground?
a word evolves to intonation,
like music she transcends barriers of
age, culture and species and races.
leave yourself, and reach a state of stateless..
my half glassed mind craves to learn about all of this.
om.
would like to feel it in my bones.

paintin.. it is a mirror im creatin,

a way to keep my ideas from drainin
into nothin. in itself is my path to grow..

expressing my heart through colors, they flow,
expand and reveal, everything in
my colorful shadow..
im a raw canvas, waiting for you
to drip your life onto it.
a blank page, waiting for you

to pour your happiness and rage.
touch me i will not fade.

so im here again.. running the thoughts in my head.
avoiding going to bed so i dont have to dream of you.
and im here again wondering when
it will all be real.
why'd i get the shit end of the deal?
why must i over think?
my patience reaches its brink.

the body craves what it can not grasp..
it may be an explaination to why my heart hopes you'll come back.

little lady, you SWEAR you're so honest and true. yet crazy tendencies transmit foul energy. and i wont let it occupy my mind its not worth my thoughts or time. dont you even see how hard it is for me? you only see it how you want to see,

YOU ONLY THINK OF HOW YOU FEEL

WHEN YOU PASS YOUR JUDGEMENTS

i cant stand to be as selfish to succumb to it. where the fuck did it all go wrong? i loved you so why did you have to betray me to belong? did you want love that bad to make yourself strong..? why was i broken down before you saw me rising..

HUMANS ONLY THINK OF HOW THEY FEEL

WHEN THEY PASS THEIR JUDGEMENTS.
DONT BE SELFISH, BE SELFLESS &
RISE
ABOVE
IT.