if i was a bluebird, i'd fly in through your window.
if i was a butterfly i'd land right on your nose.
and kiss you lightly from your head to your toes.
eyes expand wide at the mention of joining the rain outside.

and only the dirt knows when the flowers choose to rise.
up from the roots, pebbles and insects combined.

ones arrogance can expand another's ego.

expose as you explode.

around and around.

the sound explodes from the sky
to solid ground. we run inside outside
of our skin.. take my hand and go with it.

stare
truth
dead
in
the
face,
be
wise
and
EXPOSE
it.

open close.. open close, inside-out.
my eyes, my bones, my mouth.
the sun explodes inside this space,
inside this universe i create.
inhale, exhale, taste the rain.
around and around the spiral rose
she tossed knowledge into your brain.
im open, inhale, exhale, expose.
keep jah pollution to a moderation.
live thy life for every sensation,
that runs up down up down
my eyes, my bones, my mouth.

spinning as i dance, the wind takes a chance
and pushed me right inside your mind.
hold on to me, feel the rhythm us free.

switch it up, change the beat.
change my mind and fast forward time.
give me the love, that's all mine,
made for me, the perfect melody
watch my voice ride it outtt.
feel it kiss your ears and mouth.

even songs
you didnt
introduce
me to
still hold
such vivid
memories.
and even
with all
these brilliant
distractions,
even with
all my
on-track
actions..
its not as
good cause
i cant dance upon old land.

imagine your feet kissing the pavement, swift &
intelligent movement, calculated improvement
as each day folds into a new page.. as you dance..
imagine your voice reaching the clouds,

your notes floating higher and higher
to where we all doubt exists..
watchin your voice develop into a spirit.
it moves with me, up and down
& it twists around.
imagine your hands touching the colors
you've used in life for the past years,
feel them, yellow green, red, blue,
i never forgot about you.
move my body like this beat, move
me up down and twist me around,
open your ears and absorb the sound.
ahh ahh eeee-eeee.
we're freee-eee-eeee-eee!
we can forget, everyth-ee-ee-ng.

imagine being able to jump from rooftop
to rooftop, we'd do it all night long. skipping
past the city lights and played out songs.
drifting past the bars & cars, traffic & decay.
runnin like a river in new york city.
spontaneously we eclipse behind buildings.
we evaporate and reincarnate in the rain.

i fell asleep on the couch, and you'll never guess what

i dreamed about. i met another me.. and i didnt have to

open my eyes out of curiosity.. just opened my mind

& we felt just fine.

<3

love, it occupies a mind like captured butterflies,

being released for the very first time. and out of control, 

.. even inside of it all.. he is simple, 

yet complex but he makes my world make sense.

yet he confuses fascinates and amuses 

my life's strange effects. 

his mind lies that it's running out of time,

as he searches for things he may never find.

yet the way he loves me is divine. mid-sentence stopped

i'm speechless as he steals a kiss.

"thank you for making me feel like this."

i like my space when i sleep,

i find in anyones arms its too much heat.

it adds to all the sounds that never let me sleep.

but somehow in perfect temperature

we meet underneath.

no matter how much i moved

he's always intertwined in me.

his love

surrounding me untill i fell asleep.

even if i turned over.. he would wrap his arms somehow around me.

and all the sounds.. would fade away.

and today, 

may i diagnose the cause of my insomniac relapse?

maybe its much deeper

than i can actually see..

maybe its my exterior thats drowning me.

ill smoke cigarettes & try to distract myself

while i detach myself.

this goes away.. one day like

all the sounds, it will fade.

i opened my eyes this morning, i felt sweat

on my body and tore the covers off.

hot and cold sweats,

sniffles, sneezing,

itchy eyes, and an

occupied mind.

new moon, new muse, lost you.

with your needle and thread
you have sewn all the problems up
& pushed the remains under your bed.
i fear you're bein what everyone said.
i lifted up my feet as we drove over train tracks
you told me not to forget and i haven't yet.
my wish was that you'd just come back.
come back and be real, and release
everything i make you feel.
cause i cant want anyone else, knowing
what i previously felt.
i cant dance in my driveway with anyone else.
knowing what i previously felt.
now a new muse has risen from your bad news.

a new moon has risen and it does nothing but

refuse.. refuse my love.

all i know is im enjoying today

and im writin about it tonight.

excuse me and the sky while

our stars take flight.

<3 nothing less.

rising,
falling,
rising,
falling.
sinning
sleeping
cursing weeping.
dancing
dreaming
smiling
revealing.
wishing
choosing
lost myself & im still loosing,
but gaining a new sense of me,
gaining a new sense of reality.

i dont need to dance with you.
to feel the music flow right through,
right on through me.

obis of essence.

pebbles on the ground, add on to the the sound of
my tapping feet. i jump and i leap.. and the
earth feels me.
the earth hears & feels my creative constance,
let me drift into obis of my very own essence.

so as i step outside, i call upon elements
to help myself unwind. im feeling just a little
unstable in my mind.
so i shove on my headphones and i close my eyes.
& all alone i dance it out. under the street lights
i sing to myself,
wind, help me to loose the insecurity i've found.
let me float above my natural idiocy that lives on he ground.
water quench my thirst for peace of mind..
fire inside of your flame, is my passion and pain.


WISE MIND.
in order to rarely have problems one must be wise.
one must be completely aware of whats in inside..
and know themselves and the world around,
underneath, over & out.
i constantly talk & think about how i gotta grow..
maybe my impatient assumptions.
ironically cause my change to slow.


lets bundle up and escape to the city,
where opportunity may be our company.

reflections of a wired mind.

i run past my old self,

she's a book upon my shelf.

i sold all my bad tendencies

to creativity.

lost habits now encourage me.

to just be. at last i've set myself free.

do you feel that? that melody, it eliminates,

discriminates all of our uncertainty.

did you hear that, when you fell for me?

heart accelerates, exaggerates

all you see in me.

is this how it always is in the beginning?

well lets keep it lasting, keep it lasting. what's that behind us,

before us.. and around us? the tiny matters compared to what

lives within us.

when i speak of "us" its not just me and you.

its him and her, them, me and who.

we are all connected in the most beautiful way.

we are all living and breathing as

one single body

of life..

we all breathe sleep and eat

so why cant i love you and you love me?

no need to deceive and take comfort in greed.

i love you and you love me.

and i'm certain thats what we all need.

i'm quite accurate in the fact that love's

where its at.

confusion is an understatement.

this music must be a progression
and never an abandonment,

of our old brilliance.

you must push your limits
softy break your routine,
you dont have to sacrifice meaning,
for a sound more appealing.
you are so very beautiful.
just the way you are,
as you know you grow.
and change, you adapt
as you flip through your past.
we are walking apon music sheets,
painting high and low notes with out feet.
close your eyes and we're dancing.

raindrops slidin down my back,

certainty of a future is what i lack. i slip slide and dive

into my own expectations, yet i shiver from my anticipation.

sunlight.. clarity.. find me.

i dont know where to go

or where im really at,

when my lyrics lack emotion i scat.

while these raindrops slide down my back.

i need to minimize my stress, my mind shall be loose like a summer dress.

set me free from over analyzation.

cause confusion is an understatement.

let us be young!

lets be 7 , 7 again,

close your eyes and count to ten.

when a melody from a past memory brings up old remedies.

i can sit back relax, take a trip through my past,

and listen to these..

i walk through the moments inside all our emotions,

we can change our ages as we turn the pages.

every little song, that plays and we sing along..

can you see that together we write it all..

all grown up but still so young,

race me up that hill,

roll down.. i will if you will.

<3

so my mind wanders, across faces.

and i cant help but wonder..

how did they end it up my same places?

did they feel the way i did..

just moments ago when i was dancing in the fire

movin fast to slow?

what goes on in a mind,

where the answers in eyes

are so hard

to find.

imcopmplete.. brains been a bit scattered.

now im just wrapped up in you,

in any position its perfect vision.

you show me the music to keep me happy to keep me livin.

we're wound up in love and i cant get enough, so dont leave this island.

cause im in love with all the little silly things you do,
when you think nobody’s watchin.

im in love with the way your touch

warms the coldest parts of my heart.
i never thought i could let myself
forgive the angst you brought.
so please don’t bring it back.. keep me safe when
clarity is just what i lack.
we're wound up in love and i cant get enough,
so dont leave this island.

we've never even had one fight, baby youre my best friend.

cause im in love with all the silly little things you do,
when you know damn well im watchin.
i belive now.. that love is a place i've been before.
an island that a man and a woman enjoy getting lost on.
theres no strife, negativity or war.
a place we can hide from pain and mistakes, so come on.

clothing falls onto the floor and im lost in your stare,

your eyes are full of love,

and im so glad you brought me there.

you deprive yourself of sleep.

just to stop by and see me.

oh i love you love you, you better not leave.

you love me, just love me with no tricks up your sleeve.

the moon,
it's very simple to love
it hides sometimes, but when you see it
At any view, its gorgeous.
It can be masked by the clouds but still shining in your eyes.
A perfect light adjustment to be able to look directly into.
Rivaling the sun, it is gorgeous in its own contradictions.

very imcomplete. i dont like it.

i wish i could make the sun shine brighter.

i wish i could turn skies brighter blue.

i wish i could transmit the feelings i have

right into you.

let us follow our hearts,

our minds are both so jumbled..

i see it in your hands as they fumble

with the buttons of your jacket

you tell me to yell cause you deserve it

you dont care about what happened with him

you say its your fault

and it is.

but i wanna thank you..

you helped me get over him in more ways then one.

i dont even think you know.. when you held my hand

you held way more than that of the galaxy when it

holds the sun.

give her a flower, give her a smile,
and just between you and me,
the secret is, like flowers and smiles,
LOVE is free.